Everybody has oneโ€ฆ

โ€ฆa memory of Nikki Giovanni. Mine is from 1973 in an Oral Interpretation class at the University of AL. Randy Marsh was my professor, and I was Slick Vick, the Chicago Chick introducing my class to revolutionary poetry. I interpreted several of Giovanniโ€™s poems, but I remember one most: Dreams.

It invoked a dream I once had to be a singer, except Giovanni coveted the Raeletsโ€™ โ€œ”dr o wn d in my youn tears.” Unlike Langston Hughesโ€™ Dream Deferred, Giovanniโ€™s poem was a call to conjure up the vital badass powerful Black woman, the “baaaaaby nightandday
baaaaaby nightandday.”
And so, I did.

That assignment found me belting like the Raeletts. ( I had practiced my intonations with the Black students at UA.) And I ended my performance, as she did, with the understanding that I could be just as powerful as a โ€œsweet inspiration.โ€

Years later, I would stir up Shoals, AL, with Giovanniโ€™s Ego Tripping (there may be a reason why):

I was born in the congo
I walked to the fertile crescent and built
the sphinx
I designed a pyramid so tough that a star
that only glows every one hundred years falls
into the center giving divine perfect light
I am bad

And this was only the first verse!

But how many Giovanni verses did my daughter, Camille Bennett, interpret as she won a National Championship in Poetry in Oral Interpretation for the University of Alabama. She became Nikki-Rosa, just as we all became purveyors of Giovanniโ€™s masterful poetry illustrating Black folks โ€“ our secrets and power.

Cool, explosive, curious, introspective, whimsical, and profound, Nikki Giovanni interpreted our angst, soul, and splendor through her words. And I am grateful to have finally met her right here in Alabama and to tell her what she meant to the Black community and to me.

I Can See Clearly

Well…I did it again.โ€‚I bought another pair of specs.โ€‚Mr. K. laughs at me, but I just can’t help it.โ€‚These new inexpensive sites make it so easy.โ€‚One of the perks of being “seasoned” is that my eye prescription doesn’t change.โ€‚I can buy frames to my heart’s content, and my heart says more, more, more!โ€‚What?!

Did I mention that my eyesight is a bit challenged?โ€‚I had cataract surgery on my right eye and anticipate having it on my left.โ€‚When I had the surgery, I could see without glasses until the dreaded stigma kicked in.โ€‚Today, glasses are a part of my signature, so I deserve to spice up my variety.โ€‚A sista’ has to be able to swag/see.โ€‚Hmmm…I’m up to about 12 pairs now. Y’all…I can no longer drive at night, and it won’t matter how big the glass frames are; I’m stillโ€‚blinking from time to time. โ€‚

Watching the present-day world during this time finds me blinking in pain.โ€‚However, my vision is clear. Outside of my weekly spiritual circle, my luncheon friends and I met and discussed all the potential pitfalls.โ€‚Both groups surmise we have to keep hope alive.โ€‚We realize we are shifting, and everything – all the horror dredged up by blind behavior – must come up to come out.โ€‚

My vision allows me to recognize there are enough conscious beings in this world to bring forth whatโ€‚the Creator/God/the Universe/Yahweh/Jehovah/Allah intends – the Highest Good.โ€‚Here’s the caveat; we can only define what we want, not what we need.โ€‚My vision holds that my highest good is whatever the world and I need, (God’s will), period. So scary, but that’s how I’m flying.

Both groups also acknowledge the power of critical mass*, better known as “Where two or more gather…” Y’all, we know about this.โ€‚I believe that’s how President Obama is alive today; we was praying!!!โ€‚It takes only a few affirming folks to hold the vision and affect thousands.โ€‚

Does this mean I won’t advocate against injustice?โ€‚I ain’t blind, but at the end of the day, I can see clearly, and I’m willing to consciously aim/hope High.โ€‚How about you?


Joy Juice

Y’all…there’s enough happening out here to take us to perpetual fear.โ€‚We can’t give in to it. Really, we don’t have a choice; unless we stay in the dumps, we gotta go spiritual and KNOW that ultimately, our good is at hand.โ€‚I’m part of an activist group, but it has always been fueled by what Spirit intends and a vision of blue skies, no limitations, and however long it takes.โ€‚#livingspirit #Yikes #projectsaysomething #withoutceasing #highestgood

*Critical mass – Christian perspective, Spiritual Perspective

โ€œItโ€™s all good/love/Godโ€ โ€“ Victorine

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